in dealing with people who will try to hurt you

Isn't it funny? I've always loved watching the TV Show Gimik during my highschool years... I know the story of each and every character and how they deal with their problems, and seeing them on a reunion, minus Ricky, Ese and Joey gave me a different joy to reminisce and go back to those old memories.

I've been watching the Gimik 2010 The Reunion including the new characters, and I kept on watching this show even after the original characters are gone, and the story of the new batch are featured. I love the triangle love story of Jessy, Lance and Franco. See how I'm an avid viewer?

And to see Gimik 2010 deal with scandals? It kinda brought me back to memories... bad memories to be specific. I've been thru such. What happened to the character of Jessy is not as severe as what I have gone thru... fictions can indeed be non-fictions. I can definitely attest to that. I want to tell my story at a different time. The wounds aren't healed, and telling it will definitely bring back the pain... and I would eventually cry about it... all over again. I just wrote this one for the reason that what has been tackled and will be tackled on Gimik 2010 is definitely something I can relate to... and for those who haven't experienced it (and I definitely hope you don't), it is something that we can get life's lessons... a lesson that can make us definitely a lot stronger.

I hope everyone who would be able to read this blog entry will realize that sometimes, one should step up for himself... and to learn to love yourself more. Muwahugs everyone!

time of my life

A few days ago was my last working day from my previous employer and after that--I am still UNEMPLOYED. It maybe a sad thing, but I am really having the time of my life. I am able to read any book I want, surf on the net from morning till morning and do other ME stuff because the fact is I have finally regained my ME time.

Probably in a matter of days, I won't have enough budget... but I am taking the most of my free time to enjoy the things I haven't enjoyed from the past five years of working.

I love this moment of my life...AND I AM LIVING THE MOST OF IT!

MagDaLo

According to one of my ever reliable bestfriend, Mr. Wikipedia, Magdalo is defined as :

...a faction of the Katipunan which is mostly led by the ilustrados in Cavite.

....it was named after Mary Magdalene.

...is a group of rebel soldiers who staged the unsuccessful Oakwood mutiny.

But, we think otherwise..

Magdalo stands for MAGandang DAlagang LOka-loka... a group of three girls who have been joined by a bad circumstance, and have bonded by time because of friendship.

a promise

Today... I promise to document my life thru this blog...
...not only in ideas that runs thru my head ...which rarely comes ^_^
...but also thru photos that will also tell the story of my simple life.

our little palace called home

beware of falling debris!

my heart speaks...

There are times when I'm lying in my bed, hugged my pillow and cry from this stupid game. And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day. Almost rubbed-out, swelling, as I keep on digging my face in these cold hands of mine.

Heavens knows how embittered I am.

hush now my heart

hush now my heart....
aren't you tired?
tired of falling...
falling inlove...
inlove with the wrong one...

hush now my heart...
aren't you tired?
you have been hurt before
haven't you learned?

hush now my heart...
hush now...

♥♥♥ random thoughts by zxiello ♥♥♥